Chapter Four

I trust in the Lord with all my heart
and lean not on my own understanding.
In all my ways I acknowledge Him, and He directs my paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6

God’s Instrument

“If it itches, scratch.” Thus says the Lord God. As I scratched my head, a vision appeared before my eyes. It was a heart from which flowed a beautiful rose. “This is your reward for your obedience.” Thus says the Lord God.

And so I was conditioned to be obedient. Through positive and negative reinforcement, I finally learned to listen to the Lord. And with time the communication between us was further refined, until now.

Yes, the Lord God speaks to me now, and I am obedient, obedient in all things, without reservation. He commands me to write these very words, and I obey.

I am His instrument. He is the master fully in charge. I have given Him full control by an act of free will. He is satisfied.

I am a prophet. The Lord prompts me to speak. My cause is perfection. Though others may conspire against me, I will prevail.

“You are my gentle woman in whom I am well pleased.” Thus says the Lord God.

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